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[00:00.000] 作词 : Davit Lomdize
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Alex Menabde
[01:38.373]With the soundless weight, (被这无声的重量)
[01:42.071]Heavy silence pushed me (down the floor). (沉重的沉默狠狠地推倒)
[01:46.146]Anxiety rolls in me like a wave. (我内心的焦虑如同翻滚的浪)
[01:52.181]A wave of desire to do something (一个躁动不安的浪)
[01:56.270]Terrible to myself. (我恨我自己)
[01:59.966]But I will not allow let the darkness to break out again (但我不会让黑暗再次吞噬我)
[02:05.787]Outside, beyond me. (在我之外)
[02:09.793]My smiling face will hide this horror from you. (我会用微笑掩饰所有的可怖)
[02:16.246]It is better this way for everyone. (这对所有人都好)
[02:20.320]I was deaf, blind and stupid, (我曾愚蠢地将自己封闭起来)
[02:27.115]Until I learned to talk to myself, to my ego. (直到我学会直面自己的本心)
[03:27.905]But what is myself made of? (但我又是谁呢)
[03:33.898]A mixture of bitterness, anger, humor and immorality. (苦涩，暴虐，幽默，和不朽铸就了我)
[03:49.258]Can this be called a good personality? (可以称之为优秀的人格了吗)
[03:58.413]Will anyone love me? (会有人爱我吗)
[04:16.346]The monster sleeps inside of me, which with every drink is trying to break out. (我内心沉睡的野兽，正尝试着挣脱枷锁)
[04:30.000]I am often dangerous for myself and for all. (我经常变得危险无比)
[04:37.908]I'm like a deep-sea mine. (我就像深海中的水雷)
[04:42.975]Don't get too close to me. (不要靠近我)
[04:46.794]Don't get too close to me! (不要靠近我！)
[05:15.694]Sana, sana, sana - cura, cura, cura (Sana, sana, sana - cura, cura, cura)
[05:47.998](Endings from Richard Kuklinski: “The Iceman Tapes”, the documentary about the ruthless killer) ((结局来自 richard kuklinski: “冰人录音带” ，关于无情杀手的纪录片))
[05:48.583]I’ve never feel sorry for anything I’ve done other than hurting my family. (除了伤害我的家人，我从来没有为自己的所作所为感到抱歉)
[05:55.982]That’s the only thing I feel sorry for. (那是我唯一的歉意)
[06:04.482]I am not looking for forgiveness and I’m not repenting. (我不去寻求原谅并且也不为所作所为忏悔)
[06:16.213]...No..I’m wrong...I’m wrong. (不，我错了，我错了)
[06:24.524]I do want my family to forgive me. (其实我渴求家人的原谅)
[06:28.150]Oh boy. I can’t make this one. (哦，我做不到)
[06:38.394]Oh, shit. (该死)
[06:44.444]This would never be me. (这不应该是我)
[06:46.992]This would not be me. (这不应该是我)
[06:54.349]I feel for my family. (我又想到了家人)
[07:12.368]You see the Iceman cry not very mucho. (你看，Iceman并没有怎么哭)
[07:24.143]But I’ve hurt people that mean everything to me (但我伤害了对我最重要的人)
[07:41.923]but the only people that mean everything to me. (仅有的，对我最重要的的人)