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[02:03.00]Filled with sorrow (悲伤满溢)
[02:06.05]Bleak inner self touched by pride (黯淡的心因骄傲而触动)
[02:13.04]Devoured by solitude, still wrapped in time (被孤绝吞噬，被时间包围)
[02:24.09]I'm flowing with pain (痛苦淹没了我)
[02:35.02]I Holding myself back in suspicion (在怀疑中我裹足不前)
[02:49.03]And lingering in the dust (蜿蜒于尘土之中)
[03:03.06]The dust of my abandoned remains (我那被遗弃的残躯所化的尘土)
[03:17.02]I'm killed with the dagger of life (我用匕首了结此生)
[03:24.02]Such an exquisite pride in my suffering (这折磨令我甘之如饴)
[03:37.07]Alone, all alone with the emotional (孤独，我的情感唯有孤独)
[03:47.01]Streams of my soul (灵魂的呐喊)
[03:55.04]So real, so pure, yet I'm left aside (如此真切，纯粹，然而我被放逐)
[04:09.09]Entangled in fear - without hope (在恐惧中沦陷 - 没有了希望)
[05:23.05]I am truly left alone (孤零零一人)
[05:28.07]But somehow, just somehow (可是，不知为何)
[05:32.05]It feels like my loneliness is a victory (我的孤独仿佛战胜了)
[05:39.07]Over the self-delusion of joy and happiness (一切幸福圆满的自欺欺人)
[06:05.05]My heart beats faster (我心跳加速)
[06:09.01]The anguish becomes clearer (痛意愈发清晰)
[06:16.05]And my misanthropic view gets stronger (我对人类感到强烈不适)
[06:27.09]Living in the shadows (在阴影中苟活)
[06:31.05]So proud of being the one (我自豪着自己)
[06:35.02]But desperate (但又如此渴望)
[06:38.03]So desperate for a helping hand (渴望一些援手)
[06:47.00]Do I really want to live this life (我真的想要过这种生活吗)
[06:58.02]I have a thousand reasons to die (我有千百种理由去死)
[07:12.01]And many millions of tears to cry - in silence (还有数不清的眼泪 - 静默中肆流)
[07:29.01]The human plague has emptied my life (人性的瘟疫将我挥耗)
[07:43.02]And I curse the day I was born to this world (我诅咒我的降生之日)
[08:04.09]Still, no-one else I ever want to be (依旧，我不想成为任何人)
[08:18.05]And no-one else I intend to be (没有任何假定)
[08:32.04]'Cause no-one else I was meant to be (没有任何预设)
[09:30.05]I need, I want, I long for my retribution (我急需，我念求，我痴望报应的到来)
[09:44.01]I need, I want, I yearn for my retribution (我急需，我念求，我饥渴地等待报应)
[10:04.07]I want my retribution and I want it now (我想要报应，一刻也等不了)
[10:11.07]Unity; a gathering of open wounds (汇聚，那些尚未愈合的伤口)
[10:14.06]Of dark, of dark clean spirits (生长在黑暗，黑暗而洁净的心灵上)
[10:17.09]What a dream, what a dream so distant (如此一梦，遥不可及的梦)
[10:24.08]Why should I, why should I be alone (为何，为何我孤身只影)
[10:28.02]When I love, when I love my brotherhood (当我，当我爱着我的兄弟)
[10:31.07]Shall I die, shall I die to be free (我是否应该以死明志)
[10:35.01]When I cry, when I cry in silence (当我，当我在静默中哭泣)
[10:38.06]When I cry, when I cry in silence (当我，当我在静默中哭泣)
[10:42.00]When I cry, when I cry in silence (当我，当我在静默中哭泣)
[10:45.04]So please let me die in silence (让我无声死去)
[10:48.09]Oh my god, let me die in silence (哦神明，让我无声死去)