冰豆直播

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Rosaileen Scher
[00:02.391]I lost touch with all my friends (我和我所有的朋友都失去了联系)
[00:04.559]I'm in bed by 10pm (晚上十点就上床入睡)
[00:06.675]I have no social stamina (我已毫无社交精力)
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[00:11.037]I cancel on all my plans (我取消了所有的计划)
[00:13.153]I commit then I don't answer (我承诺后又不回答)
[00:15.243]I can't keep up with anyone (我跟不上别人的脚步了)
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[00:19.814]Now I'm a desert island I know (我知道我现在是一座荒岛)
[00:21.982]I push away until I'm alone (我把身边的人都推开，直到我独自一人)
[00:24.151]When did I become (从什么时候开始我变成了)
[00:26.214]Someone no one loves (一个没人爱的家伙)
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[00:28.435]I'm a broken record it shows (我就像一张坏掉了的唱片)
[00:30.577]All I ever say is "no" (我只会说“不”)
[00:32.771]When did I become (是什么时候我变成了)
[00:34.965]Someone I don't love (连我自己都不爱的人)
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[00:38.048]Now I don't know I don't know who I am (现在我不知道我也不知道我是谁)
[00:43.246]How did I (我是怎么)
[00:46.929]turn into a person who I can't stand (变成了一个连我自己都受不了的人)
[00:51.997]How did I (我是怎么)
[00:55.184]Let it get this bad, now I can't go back, now I'm all I have (让情况变得这么糟糕，现在我回不去了，我只剩我自己一个人了)
[01:04.327]And I don't know I don't know who I am (我已经不知道我是谁了)
[01:08.716](And I don't know I don't know who I am) (（我已经不知道—不知道我是谁了）)
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[01:12.033]Trigger warnings in my mind (我的脑海中触发了警告)
[01:14.201]I'm so vulnerable at night (夜晚的我是如此脆弱)
[01:16.369]So I watch romantic comedies (所以我开始看浪漫喜剧)
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[01:20.810]But happy couples make me cry (但是幸福的情侣让我哭泣)
[01:22.978]I can't find someone in real life (我不能在现实生活中找到这样的人)
[01:25.120]Always feel like somethings wrong with me (总觉得我出了什么问题)
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[01:29.587]Now I'm a desert island I know (我知道我现在是一座荒岛)
[01:31.677]I push away until I'm alone (我把身边的人都推开，直到我独自一人)
[01:33.924]When did I become (从什么时候开始我变成了)
[01:36.040]Someone no one loves (一个没人爱的家伙)
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[01:39.096]Now I don't know I don't know who I am (现在我不知道我也不知道我是谁)
[01:44.320]How did I (我是怎么)
[01:48.082]turn into a person who I can't stand (变成了一个连我自己都受不了的人)
[01:53.019]How did I (我是怎么)
[01:56.232]Let it get this bad, now I can't go back, now I'm all I have (让情况变得这么糟糕，现在我回不去了，我只剩我自己一个人了)
[02:05.375]And I don't know I don't know who I am (我已经不知道我是谁了)
[02:09.894](And I don't know I don't know who I am) (（我已经不知道—不知道我是谁了）)
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[02:13.969]Now I don't know I don't know who I am (现在我也不知道—我也不知道我是谁了)
[02:18.567](And I don't know I don't know who I am) (（我已经不知道—不知道我是谁了）)
[02:22.747]Now I don't know I don't know who I am (现在我也不知道—我也不知道我是谁了)
[02:27.213](And I don't know I don't know who I am) (（我已经不知道—不知道我是谁了）)