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[00:00.000] 作词 : Katie Stump
[00:00.155] 作曲 : Katie Stump
[00:00.310]You'd never know (你绝不知道)
[00:03.460]I was fighting for my life eight months ago (八个月前 我还在与死神搏斗)
[00:10.019]I shut the door and covered the windows (我关上门窗)
[00:13.928]'Cause the sunlight hurt my eyes (因为阳光太刺眼)
[00:17.302]I couldn't even go outside for so, so long (我好长 好长时间都不能出门)
[00:25.423]And you couldn't tell (你  无法 察觉)
[00:29.040]But the inside of my head was a living hell (但我脑中分明就是  人间地狱)
[00:35.618]I tried my best explaining how it felt (我尽力解释心中感受)
[00:39.693]But nobody ever understood (但没人能理解)
[00:42.588]Doctor said that everything looks good (医生说一切正常)
[00:45.168]So I blamed myself (我便怪起了自己)
[00:52.351]I don't think I'd ever been so lonely (我想 我从未如此孤独过)
[00:58.796]Didn't know if I would make it out (我都不知道自己能否逃出生天)
[01:03.738]The dead of the winter of my life (我生命中最冷的严冬)
[01:07.054]In the middle of the summertime (却出现在盛夏)
[01:10.378]And it still haunts me now (直到现在 这问题仍困扰着我)
[01:16.446]But you'd never know (但你永远不会知道)
[01:20.337]That it took me months to step outside alone (我花了好几个月才能独自出门)
[01:26.415]'Cause my body still gets tense when I walk home (因为走回家 我的身体还是会紧张)
[01:30.983]Past the spot where it all went dark (经过一片漆黑时)
[01:33.800]It's like a movie flashing back in parts (就像电影的片段回放)
[01:36.554]That cuts deep and slow (深切而又缓慢)
[01:42.269](Ohh) ((哦))
[01:43.821]I don't think I'd ever been so lonely (我想 我从未如此孤独过)
[01:49.624]Didn't know if I would make it out (我都不知道自己能否逃出生天)
[01:54.928]The dead of the winter of my life (我生命中最冷的严冬)
[01:58.177]In the middle of the summertime (却出现在盛夏)
[02:01.427]And it still haunts me now (直到现在 这问题仍困扰着我)
[02:20.143]Everyone said (每个人都说)
[02:21.720]You look fine from the outside (你外表看起来很好)
[02:24.037]But in my mind I was upside down and screaming (但脑海里 我一片狼藉 不停尖叫着)
[02:28.104]What the hell is wrong with me? (Oh-oh-oh) (我到底是怎么了？)
[02:33.903]Tryna make it make sense, making my head spin (试着赋予意义 却让我头晕目眩)
[02:37.228]Now I pray to forget 'cause I'm still here screaming (而今我祈祷忘记一切 只因我还在原地歇斯底里)
[02:40.995]What the hell is wrong with me? (我到底是怎么了？)
[02:46.130]You'd never know (你绝不知道)
[02:50.522]Oh, you'd never know, no, no (哦 你永远都不会知道)