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[00:00.000] 作词 : Michelangelo Apanay
[00:00.000] 作曲 : Michelangelo Apanay
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[00:00.882]Not feeling too good, not feeling too bad (感觉不是太妙，也并不糟糕)
[00:03.626]I'm somewhere in between (我处于中间的某个程度)
[00:06.161]Can't tell if I'm happy or if I'm sad (无法确定我感到快乐还是感到悲伤)
[00:08.923]I just feel like being (我只是感觉存在)
[00:11.571]When everyone says that their life's going great (当每个人都说他们的生活在变得美好)
[00:14.258]Don't know how to say that I just can't feel it (不知道该如何表达我无法感同身受)
[00:16.981]Cause I can't describe the emotions I actually have (因为我无法描述我真实的情绪)
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[00:22.070]A couple parts bitter, another part sweet (一半是苦涩，另一半甜蜜)
[00:24.967]But they don't cancel out (但不能相互抵消)
[00:27.431]Somedays I'm so eager to get off my feet (一阵子兴致勃勃)
[00:30.187]Somedays I laze around (一阵子懒散虚度)
[00:32.860]I'm so inconsistent, don't know what it means (我总这样反复无常，搞不懂为何如此)
[00:35.599]The internet says there's a problem with me (网上搜索说是我自己的问题)
[00:38.078]Am I trying too much? (是我太过努力？)
[00:40.116]Or am I not trying enough? (还是我不够努力？)
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[00:42.430]I'm so caught up in my head (我太过沉浸于自己的世界)
[00:47.604]Tell me how am I to make some sense (告诉我该如何理清思绪)
[00:53.594]When I see no difference (当难以分辨其中的差异)
[00:58.331]Do I love or do I hate myself to death? (我是该爱自己还是恨自己？)
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[01:10.307]Everyone seems to be happier and it's just making me nervous (每个人看起来都越来越快乐，这让我感到不安)
[01:15.570]I thought I was fine (我以为自己没事)
[01:16.857]But maybe I'm blind (但可能是我错了)
[01:18.236]To all of my hurting (对于我所有的痛苦)
[01:20.776]'Cause no one understands when I tell them what I'm feeling (当我向别人倾诉时，没人能感同身受)
[01:26.246]Sometimes I get sad for no particular reason (有时我会莫名地感到悲伤)
[01:31.229]Maybe I should take some time to start reflecting on myself (也许我该花些时间反思自己)
[01:36.517]But it's hard to find the time to when I'm always overwhelmed (但我总是被情绪击溃，无法挣脱)
[01:42.000]I could eat well, I could work out (我可以好好吃饭，我可以锻炼身体)
[01:44.476]I could keep friends that I care about (我可以和在乎的朋友好好相处)
[01:47.263]But I can't keep it all in balance (但我无法让一切都维持平衡)
[01:49.821]I've got too many distractions (让我心烦意乱)
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[01:54.199]I'm so caught up in my head (我太过沉浸于自己的世界)
[01:59.521]Tell me how am I to make some sense (告诉我该如何理清思绪)
[02:05.484]When I see no difference (当难以分辨其中的差异)
[02:10.253]Do I love or do I hate myself to death (我是该永远爱自己还是永远恨自己？)
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[02:18.968]My indecisiveness (我太过优柔寡断)
[02:24.855]Can't decide what's best (无法抉择什么是最好的)
[02:29.004]Between changing who I am (是改变自己)
[02:34.144]Or complacent (还是安于现状)
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[02:40.950]I'm so caught up in my head (我太过沉浸于自己的世界)
[02:46.379]Tell me how am I to make some sense (告诉我该如何理清思绪)
[02:52.401]When I see no difference (当难以分辨其中的差异)
[02:56.999]Do I love or do I hate myself to death (我是该永远爱自己还是永远恨自己？)
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