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[00:00.00] 作词 : Alicia Bognanno
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Alicia Bognanno
[00:08.42]Oh I can't get out (噢，我逃脱不掉)
[00:10.73]Invisible handcuffs locked on me (无形的枷锁拷住了我)
[00:14.62]Been praying for my period all week (整个星期都在祈祷大姨妈)
[00:18.33]And relief that I just can't see (松了口气只是因为我看不见)
[00:24.26]I question everything (我对一切都充满困惑)
[00:26.50]My focus, my figure, my sexuality (我注意的焦点，我的身材，我的性欲)
[00:30.46]And how much it matters or why it would mean anything (这些又有多重要呢，为什么它们就能代表一切了)
[00:34.92]I can't keep it together (我无法事事兼顾)
[00:37.19]I've been better (我已经好多了)
[00:38.18]I've been thinking about it every night (曾经每夜我都辗转反侧)
[00:43.17]I'm trying, I am (我试过，努力过)
[00:47.08]I'm trying, I am (我试过，努力过)
[00:49.47]Trying to hide from my mind, I am (我试着隐匿自己的主见)
[00:53.04]Trying all the time, I am (我一直努力着)
[00:56.89]Trying to hide from my mind, I am (我试着隐匿自己的主见)
[01:00.93]Trying trying (一次次努力着)
[01:03.08]Why am I (为什么我要这样做呢)
[01:12.11]I can't get out (我逃脱不掉)
[01:14.41]There's no flawless education just a stupid degree (没有所谓完美的教育，只有一纸愚蠢的学位证)
[01:18.34]The feeling of growing so far from myself (成长的感觉离我如此遥远)
[01:21.65]I can't reach, I can't reach, I can't reach (我达不到，达不到)
[01:27.83]So I brush it off, cause I want it bad (我是那么迫切想要拥有，只能漠视这些)
[01:31.78]And there's no dusting up (再也不会有什么骚动了)
[01:33.68]When you want like that, here's a ship (当你想要类似时，这就是那艘小船)
[01:36.67]There's a wreck, better keep yourself in check cause (最好你时刻控制着自己，这是艘沉船)
[01:40.45]All these loaded questions gonna eat you alive (船上装载的所有疑惑都会吞没你)
[01:46.84]I'm trying, I am (我试过，努力过)
[01:50.88]I'm trying, I am (我试过，努力过)
[01:52.92]Trying to hide from my mind, I am (我试着隐匿自己的主见)
[01:56.60]Trying all the time, I am (我一直努力着)
[02:00.64]Trying to hide from my mind, I am (我试着隐匿自己的主见)
[02:04.59]Trying, trying (一次次努力着)
[02:06.93]Why am I...? (为什么我要这样做呢)
[02:10.19]If it counts for anything (如果它影响着任何事)
[02:13.53]I didn't want to (我不想要)
[02:17.49]I'm just looking for clarity (我只希望一切明晰)
[02:20.58]To help me get through (帮我熬过这时刻)
[02:26.13]If you're set in your ways (如果你已习惯你的生活方式)
[02:29.47]What can I do, Ease up (我能做些什么呢，放轻松吧)
[02:34.59]So that I can break it down for you can't (这样我才能打破你所不能力及的)
[02:38.85]Feed a beast you (满足你这混账)
[02:40.80]Leave unleashed it'll (它会被释放出来)
[02:42.80]Come right back to you (再回到你的身边)
[02:47.70]I'm trying (我一直尝试)
[03:09.53]Trying to hide from my mind, I am (试图隐匿自己的主见)
[03:13.24]Trying all the time, I am (我一直尝试)
[03:17.22]Trying to hide from my mind, I am (试图隐匿自己的主见)
[03:21.11]Trying, trying (一次次努力着)
[03:23.46]Why am I...? (我为何如此)
[03:27.79]Why am I? (我为何如此)
[03:31.71]Why why? (为什么为什么)
[03:35.65]Why am I? (我为何如此)