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[00:00.00] 作曲 : VELVETEARS
[00:17.12]I think that everything getting ****ed up for too long
[00:23.82]****ed up for too long… (似乎早已习惯一败涂地…)
[00:27.42]I wanna say sorry to my family (无颜面对我的家人)
[00:30.53]To the people who always helped me (那些救我于水火的陌生人)
[00:33.75]Even though I was living so selfishly (曾自私自利得活过太久)
[00:37.22]I just wish they could see the things that I have seen (如今却渴望个容我哭诉的庇护)
[00:40.75]I wanna learn how to not harm me (我懂得、得学着保护自己)
[00:43.52]Cause late at night my thoughts are ****ing haunting (操蛋的空想总在深夜对我冷嘲热讽)
[00:47.02]I got this pain so deep inside (心脏深处的剧痛)
[00:49.97]It drives me insane but it keeps me alive (拉扯我、给予我生不如死的实感)
[00:53.55]I don’t see a reason, never had a reason (不懂所谓的理由、没有所谓的借口)
[01:00.49]To keep on breathing, with nothing to believe in (为了所谓的喘息、丢弃所谓的信任)
[01:07.60]I don’t see a reason, I never had a reason (不懂所谓的理由、没有所谓的借口)
[01:14.00]To keep on breathing, with nothing to believe in (为了所谓的喘息、丢弃所谓的信任)
[01:22.15]I was just a tweaked out kid (伴有毒瘾发作时的抽搐)
[01:25.10]Didn’t know I’d end up like this (谁知道会不会就此死去 ?)
[01:28.52]Thought that sadness was just a phase (悲伤大概仅局限于开始)
[01:31.84]Now I’m paying to phase out everyday (血液在不分日夜的干涸)
[01:35.29]I ain't never had no direction (早已遗失最后一丝方向)
[01:38.71]Used to look in glass pipes for reflections (我对着剔透的烟管沉思)
[01:42.34]Never meant to put yall thru this (伸不出力所能及的援手)
[01:45.22]I just can’t grasp why I ****ing exist (猜不透这操蛋的存在感)
[01:48.53]I don’t see a reason, never had a reason (不懂所谓的理由、没有所谓的借口)
[01:55.25]To keep on breathing, with nothing to believe in (为了所谓的喘息、丢弃所谓的信任)
[02:02.56]I don’t see a reason, I never had a reason (不懂所谓的理由、没有所谓的借口)
[02:08.65]To keep on breathing, with nothing to believe in (为了所谓的喘息、丢弃所谓的信任)