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[00:00.00] 作词 : Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt
[00:00.85] 作曲 : Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt
[00:01.71]Hey Nate, how's life? ("内森，活得可好？")
[00:04.45]I don’t know, it's alright (食之无味，弃之可惜)
[00:06.21]I've been dealin’ with some things like every human being (我只是与他人一样面对不断变异的问题)
[00:08.40]And really didn't sleep much last night (Last night) (度过又一个清醒的夜晚)
[00:10.51]I'm sorry, that's fine ("我很遗憾" 大可不必)
[00:12.16]I just think I need a little me time (我只是需要一些独处)
[00:14.08]I just think I need a little free time (我只是需要一点自由)
[00:16.12]Little break from the shows and the bus rides (Bus rides), yeah (在舞台上的表演与舞台间的奔波外调整一下)
[00:18.76]Last year I had a breakdown (去年我的疯狂逃脱了我的控制)
[00:20.13]Thoughts tellin' me I'm lost, gettin' too loud (怀疑我已经迷失的低语已演变为呐喊)
[00:22.03]Had to see a therapist and I found out (看完心理医生后，我察觉)
[00:23.92]Somethin' funny’s goin’ on up in my house (心房深处划过一丝诡异的波澜)
[00:25.98]Yeah, started thinkin' maybe I should move out (我也许应该为内心换个住处)
[00:27.98]You know, pack my car, take a new route (你懂得，装满车，换条路)
[00:30.07]Clean up my yard, get the noose out (清理下后院，拿走那条绞索)
[00:31.99]Hang up my heart, let it air out (Air out) (不再干涉我的心灵，让它自由呼吸)
[00:34.19]I’ve been searchin' (我在寻找。。。)
[00:35.58]What does that mean, Nate? I've been learning ("寻找什么？内森"我在学习取舍)
[00:37.40]Grabbin' my keepsakes, leavin’ my burdens (取走生活给我的赐礼，舍去生活给我的累赘)
[00:39.32]Well, I brought a few with me, I'm not perfect (当然，我依旧与魔鬼为伴，我并非圣贤)
[00:41.32]Lookin' at the view like this concerns me (台下此起彼伏，好像我在为他们说唱)
[00:43.32]Pickin' up the cues, right? I'm quite nervous (上台的提示音已经响起？我承认我的内心的确波动)
[00:45.35]Hate it when I lose sight, life gets blurry (我憎恨那些盲目的时刻，生活的重心就此流离)
[00:47.31]And things might hurt me (潜在的危险在暗处成型)
[00:48.35]It's prolly gonna be a long journey, but hey! (But hey!) (前途也许艰难，但回首过去)
[00:50.89]It's worth it though (未来值得一行)
[00:51.83]Cold world out there, kids, grab your coats (家外冰冷，孩子，披上你的外衣)
[00:53.53]Been a minute, I know, now I'm back to roam (我承认我曾徘徊不前，但我已重返亡途，)
[00:55.64]Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code (去追寻解开心灵乱麻的救赎)
[00:57.57]Pretty vivid; I admit it, I'm in classic mode (栩栩如生?我承认这种坎坷经典得老套)
[00:59.57]Don't need pity given to me but I can't condone (我不需要善者的怜悯，但我也不会任由恶人嘲讽)
[01:01.53]Talkin' down to me, I'ma have to crack your nose (想打击我的执着，我会听着你的"笑话")
[01:03.52]For crackin' jokes (把你打成笑话)
[01:04.38]I'm lookin' for the map to hope, you seen it? (You seen it?) (我在寻找希望的藏宝图，懂了吗？)
[01:06.45]Been makin' a whole lot of changes (我已经历了很多变化，)
[01:07.98]Wrote a song about that, you should play it (写过一首歌，也许你该弹弹它的心境)
[01:09.92]I get scared when I walk on these stages (迈上舞台的是跨出恐惧的一步)
[01:11.94]I look at the crowd and see so many faces, yeah (我盯着人群和各式各样的面孔)
[01:14.55]That's when I start to get anxious (紧张的情绪在欢呼声中发酵)
[01:15.92]That's when my thoughts can be dangerous (我的思想在这份激动中渐渐疯狂)
[01:17.99]That's when I put on my makeup and drown in self-hatred (我戴上魔鬼的面具，在自我憎恶中沉溺)
[01:20.89]Forget what I'm saying, and (忘记我的自白，然后。。)
[01:22.39]Where'd the beat go? (音乐何在！？)
[01:24.28]Oh, ain't that somethin'? (哈哈，那份爆炸性的停顿)
[01:26.08]Drums came in, you ain't see that comin' (鼓声闯入你的耳膜，带来预料之外的冲击)
[01:27.80]Hands on my head, can't tell me nothin' (双手护头无法告诉我枪声何在)
[01:29.72]Got a taste of the fame, and it pumped my stomach (出名的滋味我已品尝，接着我就奔去洗胃)
[01:31.68]Throw it back up like I don't want it (将其扔回乱麻好像我并没有对它上瘾)
[01:33.69]Wipe my face, clean up my vomit (擦干我的脸面，清理我的秽物)
[01:35.75]OCD, tryna push my buttons (重复的欲望拿着钥匙在囚笼旁挑逗)
[01:37.68]I said don't touch it, now y'all done it (我的警告在舞台的躁动中渐息，我的疯狂被粉丝的尖叫释放)
[01:40.17]I can be critical, never typical (我可以左右世界，我绝不会墨守成规)
[01:41.45]Intricate with every syllable, I'm a criminal (用错综的音节编织心神的骗局，我是万众景仰的罪犯)
[01:43.23]Intimate, but never political, pretty visual (心灵的共鸣，并非政治默契，而是一场对视)
[01:45.31]Even if you hate it, I'll make it feel like you're in it though (即便你选择憎恨，也只代表你憎恨镜中的自我)
[01:47.48]You call me what you wanna, but never call me forgettable (无论你将我看作天使或是魔鬼，你已被我左右)
[01:49.27]Leave you deep in thought, I could never swim in the kiddie pool (你自己在思想之池中寻找答案吧，我无法在这么浅的深度游泳)
[01:51.40]Way that I been thinkin' this cinematic is beautiful (我的思维太过跌宕起伏，充满华丽的转折)
[01:53.31]Man, I don't know if I'm makin' movies or music videos (我已分不清我在拍摄电影还是制作MV)
[01:55.60](Videos, videos)
[01:56.34]Yeah, the sales can rise (事业可以蒸蒸日上)
[01:57.68]Doesn't mean much though when your health declines (当你心理扭曲时又有何用)
[01:59.61]See, we've all got somethin' that we trapped inside (我们都有囚禁在心灵深处的阴影)
[02:01.57]That we try to suffocate, you know, hopin' it dies (那些我们想要扼杀的思绪，你懂得，溺至死亡)
[02:03.61]Try to hold it underwater but it always survives (想要把它摁在死海里但它依旧存活)
[02:05.62]Then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise (它总是从某个角落浮出水面，好像来自某个暗流的惊喜)
[02:07.63]Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies (然后它用万千谎言重塑你的认知)
[02:09.60]You don't relate to that? Must not be as crazy as I am (你没法与我的描述产生共鸣？看来你还没我疯狂)
[02:11.80]The point I'm makin' is the mind is a powerful place (重点在于:思维存在自我强化的倾向)
[02:13.65]And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way (你种下的想法可能长成参天大树)
[02:15.58]It's pretty cool, right? Yeah, but it's not always safe (感觉不错，哈？取决于你种的是啥)
[02:17.59]Just hang with me, this'll only take a moment, okay? (跟上我思考的节奏，给你个几秒的"鸡汤")
[02:19.65]Just think about it for a second, if you look at your face (身临其境一下，假设你每天起床)
[02:21.53]Every day when you get up and think you'll never be great (在镜中看到一个没有未来的人)
[02:23.48]You'll never be great—not because you're not, but the hate (你的未来没有希望--- 并非因为注定如此，)
[02:25.78]Will always find a way to cut you up and murder your faith (Woo!) (而是那份戾气总能撕裂你的伤口，抹杀你的信心)
[02:28.06]I am developin', take a look at the benefits (我的成名之路渐行渐远，看看它给我的"收益”)
[02:29.66]Nothin' to meddle with, I can never be delicate (没有改变的方法，我永远无法做到真正的脆弱)
[02:31.63]Am I even relevant? That depends how you measure it (还是我在说唱吗？取决于你对比重的计算)
[02:33.75]Take a measurement, then bag it up and give me the evidence (算算歌中魔鬼与我的占比，将结论封存给我当作证据)
[02:35.76]It's pretty evident; dependable can never be tentative (证据确凿；嗯，能用作判断的依据来驱走我的疑虑)
[02:37.55]I'm a gentleman, depending on if I think you're genuine (我绅士与否，在于你是否真诚)
[02:39.79]Pretty elegant but not afraid to tell you to get a grip (足够优雅吧，但我会直接告诉你控制下自己)
[02:41.69]Proper etiquette, I keep it to myself when I celebrate, ah! (适宜的礼节？我在庆祝时用来尊重自我)
[02:44.11]It's that time again (那个出笼的时刻又将到来)
[02:45.75]Better grab your balloons and invite your friends (拿好你的气球，邀请你的朋友)
[02:47.72]Seatbelts back on, yeah, strap 'em in (系好安全带准备开嗨)
[02:49.62]Look at me, everybody, I'm smilin' big (观众们，看看我，我的笑容多么灿烂)
[02:51.66]On a road right now that I can't predict (在一条未知之路渐行渐远)
[02:53.63]Tell me "Tone that down," but I can't resist (叫我调低音量但我不能自已)
[02:55.58]Y'all know that sound, better raise your fists (你们熟悉那个旋律，举起你们的拳头)
[02:57.67]The search begins, I'm back, so enjoy the trip, huh (Huh, huh) (刚欲寻我，我已归来，乐途愉快！)
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